By George I've Done It!

Well it seems like crunch week has arrived. Our black light lock in is on Friday already. To be honest I've been in a bit of a panic. I need this to succeed. I don't want to open the door for backlash when I've fought so hard to get this position in leadership. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who cares about these kids and I shouldn't be feeling this way. I should feel like I can trust the pastors and right now I can't. Thus my added tension to this event. It feels like every step of the way has been an obstacle. I've pushed through though because I am determined to succeed. I've spent the last few weeks painting huge murals and posters to transform our sanctuary into something exciting. Sometimes I still doubt if I've achieved that but I can still hope. There are now disco lights, lasers, fog machines, tons of black lights, and lots of neon decorations. We finalized our food, figured out what games and challenges, set up a lively playlist, and pick appropriate movies. Overall I think we've done it.  Now to decide how I want to get decked out for this....  I'm thinking maybe some glow tribal face paint.