New Beginnings

It seems that I haven't done blogging or journaling in around 3 or 4 years. I suppose the time has come for me to return to my roots. I looked at my blog from that time. It all seems so far away and magical, like I used to live in a dream of adventures and experiences. Yet today I sit in my childhood home and wonder where it all went. How did I end up wrapped up in the mundane and let those years slip by? I don't have the answer to that but it seems now is the time for me to climb back out of the fog that consumed me for so long and go back to my natural state. Things have changed a bit in those years. For starters my weight, it seems that in my fog I started a new collection... Of pounds. Suddenly I have an adults metabolism and build, much to my frustration. Why can't I still eat ice cream every night before bed? Adulthood. I also lived in Florida for a short while and while it was an amazing experience, California still had it's hold on me. I eventually went back to school and got my Pharmacy Tech Certification. Technically I'm allowed to go by Teresa Correa CPhT now. Though I find it a bit formal and ridiculous. Lastly, and probably the biggest change I've experienced was getting in a long term relationship. To be honest, that was never my style and it still scares me from time to time. Before this my longest relationship was 4 months before I lost interest and moved on. I suppose it's true that it just takes the right person for you to settle down. I never thought I would be where I am but it seems to work. There are still plenty of dreams welled up inside of me but I know that with time some of those can and will come true. However, for the time being I will fill my  day with deep cleaning the house and expanding  myself with plenty of reading. I guess this pause while I wait for my license to process will be a good thing. I probably won't get another pause like this again and it's given me time to rest, grow, and work on things for the youth. So for now, I wait.