And So I Return

It seems I haven't updated in a while. I've been busy making scarves for the last two weeks. Seems blogging is difficult to do when my hands are full of yarn and needles. However, it's a price I'm willing to pay since it's paying towards my upcoming trip. I've been asked to return to Russia this spring and I couldn't be happier. There are times when it's hard. It's going to be hard to leave Josh for so long. Hard knowing I have lost guys in the past over it. I know that if it's right though, it will last. So much of the time I still can't believe this is happening. That I'm actually going back. It's been a long time. I know that the Moscow I remember from 4 years ago won't be the same. There has been so much change and growth. The skylines I see online now aren't ones I recognize. I know though that this is a place that will always hold a part of me. That connection still remains. I still dream in runglish after all these years. It's ingrained so deeply that there are times I only remember the Russian word and not English. This is quite the feat considering my subpar Russian. Once again though it is time to return to the motherland.  Скоро Рассия любов моя.